I sometimes pretend to be cool by talking about things I don't understand with

nerds

geeks

fans

people who are better than me

the kind of person I wish I was

whatever you want to be called

who do understand them, because I'm unreasonably attracted to intelligent people.

Also currently loving the band Against the Current.

Also bored out of my mind in school.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again.

I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am.

Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.

--Sylvia Plath

“What happens in the heart, simply happens” ― Ted Hughes

I wish I wrote cool poetry.