I like to program/code stuff. But I'm a noob. One day I hope I can be awesome. Chances are it will never happen. I have a horrible job that will never get benefits and can never advance, So I wont be able to afford anything cool. modding my 10 year old computer is as good as its gonna get till the fans die out again.
I am doomed In a never ending nightmare.
But programming gives me hope. It gives me super powers in this horrifying nightmare. I can fight monsters, I can save people. I can create amazing things and rise marvelous structures the likes of which man has only imagined in their wildest fantasies. And in this small 10 year old decaying piece of metal, I can build the worlds most beautiful dream.