My name is Iyengar (21 years old ), I am in the way to become mathematician, everyone make their work complex by introducing jargons, but not telling the thing going on behind them, which makes mathematics inaccessible to the people outside that field, the golden time was of sir issac newton, euler and gauss era where the mathematics has been treated as interaction and anyone who has logic and imagination can go with it. I am a self taught mathematician, learning mathematics at private scale, I tried Birch and Swinnerton Dyer , Riemann hypothesis and Hodge conjectures and I am still taking strenuous efforts ( since its a direct leap from basic calculus to advanced mathematics, and thats too without a professor help, learning in internet in a unsophisticated place) to go in opposite way where many people discourage me , but there are quite few light houses who have guided my journey but lets see what it turns out to be.

Mathematics and Sciences cant solve all mysteries, they are only attempts of small human brain to understand the nature, everyone should accept that there is something divine beyond all these science, The Ultimate or Supreme Facist.